Because how else can I possibly have more love for this woman!?!! I thought she had all the love I could give her, all 80% of my love, but I was so wrong! I saw the wrongness of it all when I finally watched her MSta performance of Birthday Wedding!

My God!

My everything was melting! My ears, my eyes my frikkin heart…everything! I don’t know what it was about her looks this particular day too. I mean I know she looks great already but this time around there was just that little bit of extra something that made her look better than her best days! What was it?!! Is it the stage? Is it the costume? Is it the lighting? I mean all these things were befitting of a Queen so maybe a combination of the three?

Then there was dat voice! Now, I am not a music-nut but even I know when something is afoot! The base note on which she sang this song on was peculiar! It was as if it was two or more levels above her normal voice pitch. Which I understand is very hard to keep at for the length she performed! And it had higher notes at some points as per usual challenging songs but she sliced that piece of beef like it was corned!

Simply…Awesome!

If it sounds this great LIVE…The frikkin 6Disc Set, Give it to me, NAO!

God, I don’t think I’ve ever made a choice as right as making this woman my Kami Oshi! She is just so…Can you guys think how it would be if she was like this when with the rest of AKB? Ah but our Goddess is is kind hearted so she always lets those around her shine more than she does! But when she is solo, when she will not heart anyone’s feelings, she brings out her best!

Oh God, is this what Yasusu knows? Is this why he never puts her on the spotlight in AKB projects but continues to give her solo projects?! Oh God, it all makes perfect sense! I mean three solo concerts already!!? And…Oh…And…It seems he let her write the coupling song for this 2nd single!!!!

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

*DEAD*