You thought I was done?
HA! HA!
I was simply delaying the pain because I too just wasn’t ready for the Backstage Disc!
I did try to watch everything in one go but when the first pained face appeared in the extra footage, I was like…
So I had to wait until this weekend to finally sit down and suffer through them extras in full.
If anyone wants to know what ACCHAN is to AKB, the extra footage of the backstage on the Tokyo Dome Concert is all one needs!
I swear the power of Acchan that was displayed was on par with that of a country’s President!
If Acchan was not leaving, this video would have won her like a million fans, I kid you not! I mean even yours truly, who doesn’t have her in my Top 5, let alone Top 7, kept finding myself awed by the feels she demanded from me!
But I am sure almost everyone who has blogged about TDC has said as such so lets jump to the caps from the extras….
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Mayuki, before the shuffle hit the fan!
Mayuki, right after the shuffle hit the fan!
Look at Mayuyu! Damn, I haz never seen her like that before!
Yukirin is still hanging in there. But not for long…
Not for long at all!
For while she tried to comfort Mayuyu by selling her Team A’s positioning, Mayuyu was not buying shit!
Yukirin tries to comfort her but her arm falls short of a head-part. She knows it’s useless and it is.
Mayuyu breaks down and Yukirin finally cracks too at seeing her baby like that!
The feels!
Really, what’s there left to do but that?
Damn, Seeing Mayuyu like this was very disturbing!
And also seeing Yukirin fail to hold up her walls when she sees her baby in so much sorrow I was like…
Damn~
And to think they were just moved to different teams.
At this moment Acchan’s grad was millions of miles away for me!
And even after the apocalypse Mayuki are still together.
I actually doubt Mayuyu left Yukirin’s side after Day 1! I doubt it!
My ySense tells me they spent the next three nights together!
Mayuki forever!
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For a change of pace, let’s have some AtsuYuki.
Here, Acchan is watching Yukirin perform with Tomoomi and Kitarie in those weird dresses.
Acchan couldn’t handle the cuteness as she watched backstage!
Then came the goodbye from the selected few to Acchan.
I don’t know why but it amused me that despite the situation Yukirin stole a smile from Acchan.
I wonder what she did?
And that hug!!!!
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
You may now kiss the bride!
*I wish*
*Looking at you Kragorin!!*
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On the other hand we have TomoYuki.
Another one that is not meant to be!
Sigh
Poor Yukirin!
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Speaking of Tomochin,
I am not ever this ‘do yet! In fact I doubt I will ever be.
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Sayacchu!
The would so make a couple in their private lives!
I mean, look at that compatible contrast? One is such a guy while the other is such a girl!
Ahhhhhhhhhhh
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From HKT, we have some Natsumi/Madoka loving.
And Anna and Chiyori are still practicing S & M for their future love life!
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Back in AKB, Miyu tries to get some. Fresh Lemon is like—Noooooooooot!
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This is my favourite Senbatsu Front Line ever!
Acchan supported by Yukirin and Yuko,
Who in turn are supported by their girls Mayuyu and Kojiharu respectively!
I don’t think I will ever see that again!
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Kanakichi showing us how that…thing was done!
That thing where they ripped off their shirts on stage in front of thousands of fans!
This thing!
Look at them making their way backstage half-naked like it ain’t no thin’!!
NMB48, Ladies and Gentlemen.
On the other side, Kinoshita is having a fight of CUTE with Fuuchan!
“..”
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While everyone is busy serious listening to Souchan,
Acchan is like – Look at mai Waifu go. I’m so proud!
Kiss her now Acchan!
DO IT!
Cause TDC = Atsumina!
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Kinda was disappointed in myself that I had an ‘Ahhh’ when I saw Le Jo!
As if it’s been years since she left >_>
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The only person I ship with Paruru.
Just like Kitarie is with Sasshi!
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Moyashi-chan looking cute with her little hat ^^
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Sakuta-tan ^^
Part of the rumoured new Gen.
You have your work cut out for you dearest, hang in there.
If the first three Gens leave, I have to be honest that I don’t think I will stay with AKB!
On the other hand, if they mix n match and Make Sayanee the captain of the new AKB and add in more NMB girl then perhaps…
Couldn’t help capturing this ^^
HKT loveliness!
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Happy faces in my TDC post?
That won’t do!!!
That won’t do at all!!!
And so back to feels we go,
Starting with the JarKaTa sisters as they comfort each other!
Ships them? Kinda! Why not…They are all by themselves now.
I was impress with Harugon here too. She was so strong.
Akichan on the other hand?
No so much!
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I think a part of Miichan died that night almost half a year ago.
Which would explain quite a lot of what’s happing me thinks…
“…”
Wait! Could it be?!!
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Tears..
feels…
TEARS…
And fuckin FEELS everywhere!
Hmm, GAR tears?
Any way….
I am so FUCKIN DONE with this concert, you hear me?
It will be years before I touch it again!
GOODBYE!
百合 Fever 
February 4, 2013 at 23:16
Actually… I never watched this… I got distracted too much… And I have like 5-6 concerts to watch… But I think I had enough from Acchan… I just watched the 1/149 videos and that little skit from her was enough… If the AKB was just starting and Acchan was a girl like she was at her graduation… How should I put it… there would be no Souchan on my no.1 spot. But I’m getting off track here.
I got the messages… and you are a really *snakey individual. 😛 (* no typo)
Posting half naked Ripopo or putting crying Saya-nee after crying Moeno etc… But I feel like… I don’t want to give Acchan to Yuki… Yuki already had Mayu, like what more she could ask for? Stars from the sky? Seriously…
And Minegishi… Maybe part of her died at TDC, other part of her became involved with a man in a scandal… Minegishi cracked, shaved her head, became a joke and got mentioned in Hungarian TV news (for the first time like ever they talked about アーカーベー48) … -_- “Oops I did it again…”
…
But I try to get over this and finish that fiction of mine… and retire from this business… (shards everywhere…)
November 15, 2017 at 00:40
Remember when you were retiring?
hahaha, good times!
February 5, 2013 at 10:25
can i ask a question where i can see the video of this one
February 5, 2013 at 11:41
I would probably write more on this but honestly with this Current Yukirin scandal going on I’m really more on that at the moment that re-living this emotional roller coaster!
I will say though that even through all the harsh bastardness of the shuffle the viewing it created is some of the greatest stuff filmed, yes it’s sad and painful to watch at times but damn me if it isn’t brilliant at the same time because this stuff is real, there is no ‘service’ here those emotions are true and really it’s great.
And Acchan, still the best scenes for me are those ones backstage where everyone is watching her perform, usually you see the girls and staff running about getting ready for the next song etc but here everyone stopped to watch, such a powerful image.
lastly, Tomochin’s hair ❤ forever in love with that style ❤
February 5, 2013 at 14:14
Yukirin scandal?
What scandal? You mean that bulshit about group dating?
Shit had me in a fit only to find out it was only shards off the Miichan bullet!
I will kill SB for this! Even if it had no credibility, with the previous scandal tied into it this will still make other people question Yukirin.
And just before her debut day!
Fuck you Bunshu!
February 5, 2013 at 14:44
My mood today was completely ruined after reading about Yuki, like for real it’s Yuki one of the members who people least expect to ever experience a scandal.
Anyway yep Acchan was just majestic (idk if that’s the right word for it) but if anyone ever doubted her presence for AKB then that last day of TD basically just gives a very clear view of how big of a presence she was. She was really gorgeous too that day.
February 5, 2013 at 15:08
Aren’t we all.
I feel like I am sick at the moment.
I mean comeon, Yukirin?
There best be a good explanation for this.
I mean even management knew she would be there so they better fuckin deliver or else if they hurt my Goddess Imma gonna be feeding my cats out of normal diet!
February 5, 2013 at 16:52
I made a close analysis of the photos on SB and I can say there is a REASONABLE DOUBT that the person in the photo is not Yukirin. The photos give no outline of the face or a clear glimps to say contundently the person in question is Yukirin. Also they realesed no details and data to sustain their claims. Based on the images and text this mostlikely made-up just get more publicity for abour 90% of the article is about Miichan rather than Yukirin. Thus it’s EXTREMELY LIKELY THIS A MADE-UP SCANDAL. I doubt Yukirin would take part in a Goukon…And how to they know the timing anf get those photos. That’s probably stocking!
February 5, 2013 at 17:05
Well, Paparazzi are essentially stalkers >_>
I believe in my Goddess though, besides, even Acchan was in a drinking scandal and she was drunk while Yukirin here did not drink and Acchan did not get lightening raining down on her head.
Go on Yukirin, tell those bastards and maybe they will fuckin learn their lesson.
I really hope they get fucked over, those Bunshu pigs if this turns out to be simple abuse.
February 6, 2013 at 00:33
Okay, I just now started to pay attention… What the F is going on? Another Scandal?
February 6, 2013 at 02:21
http://stage48.net/forum/viewtopic.php?f=4&t=5806
-_-
February 6, 2013 at 11:48
This is getting really boring… Can’t they thing about something more interesting? What are they trying to accomplish? Making every girl in the group bald? So much jealousy in these things… Sad, really…
February 6, 2013 at 18:05
Not to mention destroying the family!
Because of them I just can’t enjoy my Yukirin Day as much as I was expecting.
Damn it!